caught sea games durin break. Joscelin Yeo came in 1st in 100m free. Gary Tan came in 2nd in 200m back. when josline yeo came outta pool everyone was shocked. gawd u shld see her muscles. damnns. aint she macho boy...!
another motivation t swim. new swim suit and watchin swimmers swim. they're so fuckingood.
havin my nightclass, but my mind's thinkin of tong xin yuan.
and rush home ltr to prepare...i'll miss part of rainbow connection.
just so wanna be a couch potato lah

gawd it's the first being a cashier on saturday. i was darn scared, being a cashier on a weekend scare the balls outta me. owells, it's fun (: with the right pple u work with. i was hella shagged out. workin from 1pm-2am's pretty much no joke. i was totally tired out by 11++ and there's customers walkin in at 1.30am. pple, GO HOME! everyone was darn grouchy and irritated.
we've got our own ways to get perked up lahs. cashier one comp cocked up at 1am -.-
and i dint finish my dinner and ran off for transport. urggs

i've got meetin at 10am on sunday but im just gna be late. no ideas why smhow im not enthu bout the camp these yr. hating tt everyone's schedule's totally diff and im havin sch!! ive not even attended a single main camp mumbo meeting. i'll be missing zoukout. wont be able to work on weekends. bahhh! i'll skip it for the nxt and enjoy i guess.
i've not even do my stuff for my grp, i've not even started on my maths assignment.
and not forgettin i've got some math quiz on mon. i'm so dead.
aft meeting's, work. how cool ive gotta burn midnite oil.
i cant wait for nxt week, meeting up with ZUBS!! she'll be back from japan ((:
2 days of clubg, swimming date with jean. more days of meetin up with babeh.
no work but olip. rahh!
smone pls perk me up tt camp's gna be fun.

jol called me the mee tai mak girl. hah! i miss e orange bowl stall darns. oggays 5dec =]

in the world that fill with darkness, we all need some kind of light...

jol why did u msg me bout the party only on monday when the event's on this sat!!?? )):
rahhhs im workin a full shift till 2am on sat. fucken shits. i kinda miss blacks. theres performance at 9pm. crap i'll just miss it agn.
and club 2 days nxt week. on tues for zihao's cocolatte party and also 2dec.

did not regret to put myself down on weds for work. cos i saw friends tt came back from overseas (: edna and davina. omggg. i was all smiles when i left work...

caught harry potter the goblet of fire last fri. i'd put more than two thumbs up if i've got more. watch it at 3am with chris and su. yikes! ud so gna laugh n cry w the show. how nice and exciting. ((:

a night of chilling, alcohol, liveband, house of the dead, movie. perfecto!
back to america music awards. sheryl crow's voice darn gd.

newsroom party

too lazy to update these days. just online to upload some pics for babeh.
ciaos

one of my classmate commented tt she realised ive been eating ):
and ive got a lil' double chin!!!? *freaks out*
and in the night's to chill...just feel so old to club now. crap but we'll chill. it'd be as good.
with chia suli!!
woke up from my nap at 11+pm and i missed sayin the last goodbye to zubs! sorry babe.
-----
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's doone to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

to be with you// mr big

meeting up with zubs was stoney at first.
i was still in the slpy mode and she wasnt as cheerpy due t sth.
started yanking bout stuff. started the cam whore at starbucks. omg
yeaas tt woman's flyin off t japan tmr night. urggs how lucky!! darns
got myself 2 topshop knickers ((: not much of a biggie deal but HA! i got sth pretteh.
[a box-y colourful boxer and a giraffe panty]
zubs headed off t catch harry potter (@&#!) and i went off for grp meeting.
gna catch it nxt week!
did up some lizard stuff...gna put things tgt on sunday. chop chop! i cant stay long tho' work at 6.
-grumbles- cant wait to put the banners and doing of ids' tgt smhow.
8-4 of sch. im gettin easily tired just with sch. and work on weekdays? sighs ive not fill in my schedule for nxt week mans. craps.

had an hr and 40 mins aft tut before my night class.
headed home, walked e dog and i dozed off on the bus on e way back t sch.
my mp3 dieded on me, balls
and lectr's gg on bout pointers. so like progg -.-
catch a lil of the ball only.
cant wait for weds n thurs. gna see zubs n su.
grp meetin in e evenin tmr...lizards. gotta get sm stuff done.
kays am gna pay sm attn.

babeh tmr wld be a better day!!! ((: *huggs

oggays im done uploading the pics. cos su wants it.
im way to lazy to upload pics these days. rahhh
chill with su at ny. snorts. work there, chill there n eat there.
balcony's drinks are just like blacks pricing. $45 for juggies.
and the view from balcony?... ermms cairnhill rd. crap!
i love the decor tho.
pondering over camp stuff these days. everyone's like busy with exams and sch. i dont knw how im gna do it mans. first day of camp and i cant make it. wht kinda ci. gosh.
history history as it is. it still lingers.
like su's nick on msn, it shldnt matter. but it does.
owells, it's history.
gotta finish up my tutorial. ive got so many labs on tues.
endin sch at 9.30 puts me off. bout 12hrs of sch aint cool.

ching: ayes shuddup! im like so fat and fair now. im not tanning nor am i swimming. but i will! rahh.. and are u free on fri?

politics politics! how complicated but yet interesting it can get. when grp of pple talk bout it. (:
im bitchy! heh.
i desperately wanna shop, chill and get my ezlink card done. urgg!
sch's a bitch lahhs... or rather... i dread sch now. only if zahidah's there. puuurfect!
i cant wait till weds... i need a fuckin tan! im turning into a white white chicken. ewwks.
zubs imagine u gettin burnt before flyin off t japan when it's winter there ud feel the warmth still. ohmymy!
ive gotta bath my smelly dog in the morning and there's camp meetin at 1 and work in the evening.

hello, why the hell do u use the hse phone to call me when ure home.
tt's my dad. i tot it was my bro, was darn irritated 'wtf' almost came out.
u telling me i wont be seeing you nxt mth, u wont tell me anymore stuff soon, wld be the last time ure asking for my help. oggayy BYE!
all these just goes in from my right and goes out thru my left ear.
many wld might think ive got a dad/family and i dont knw how to treasure them, pple u dont knw.
it's not much of a diff whether ure home anots. cos i dont see him much these days.
the way im leading life, how i see things..
pple judge and i wld just roll my eyes t heaven. it doesnt really bother me.
tt's just me now. u can say that ive changed blah blah blahs.
darling, life's all abt changes.
im selfish for wht i have and also those dear ones.

there's like 3 couples in lect grps now. from 1 to 3. congrats ((: sudden boom of couples.
shld i train tmr. they've changed a coach. feelin lazy...crap. get me the arena suit and i'll swim. =]
so wanna get it la...but will i train?
thinkin tt my term break wld be aft christmas just suck balls. urggs. id prolly celebrate no christmas and countdwn and mug. having yet another common test from 13feb onwards. how nice! wht a yr to look fwd to, thankew nyp.

[listening to: want you, miss you, love you - jon secada]

theres work ltr. but shawn's gone. booo
i skipped sch. from 10-9.30pm and im hella guilty.
i just cant get outta bed was havin wonderful dreams, drooling! gawdd
slpless monday night must be. aiight im guilty.

just how true/real your friends can get. thinking how close we are, how fake can one be seriously? just how sad. it's like losing all one by one.
owells i believe in karma wht goes arnd comes arnd mates.

[listening to: jay - feng]

was clearing stuff from my drawer and found this note in notepad from su.
here it is...
"hey BABEH!!!
i knoe ure growing fatter and we shld both be dieting and i shld stop feeding ya. but i just hadta buy tis for u!! =) anyhows eat it when ure studyin yeah? so it could help expand ur brain cells and absorb more stuffies. HAHA! machiam lar. just eat it and think of me...and FYI H2O helps in expanding brain cells, so drink more when studying. it's true!! take it from a nurse. hahas. aiights lurf ya kaes.
-BIG FAT HUGG!!-
<3 su"

find myself smiling. u make me smile gurl, just tt lil notepad which i dont think ull even rmbr of.
((: iheartu

where's my friggin pay cheque?!
urggs. free labour hurrs
so feel like workin on thurs but i'll prolly not wake up at 6+ or 7am for sch. so nooo.
dint go for trng cos the weather was sucky in the morning, god knws the weather was so sunny.
-.- biatch. owells zub cant make it either and i hope she'll be able to make it this fri.
im having flabby arm ["wings"] yikes. least dinie wld be goin dwn for fri, i hope. no?
first day of sch was good. dozed off from 15min durin math lect. the more she went on bout differentiation the more im goin down. hah. so i just slept. saw nic, gela, mich durin my break.
maybe it's good t be back in sch, work ur braineys.
met su for linner in her missy uni and without....shhushh.
had my lunch at 1, sandwich and sakae dinner at 5.
gotta watch wht i eat. no more macs man.
had a great time with her.. (: smhow knowingly we'll just raise the volume of sth tt we say. like oggays. ha! and im startin t burp loudly agn, like aft sooo long. *buuuurpps
the oc s3ep5's out. be a pirate baby. (x

girlfriends; must haves

so picasa and blogger's working now. tried uploadin the pix earlier on but blogger was dwn.
owells, doesnt matter.
gettin back to work rock balls. the only time im energetic and all is when im at work. u'll feel the drivvee. okay tt was crap! we're still not gettin our pay. darnit
im done with desperate hsewives and the oc. shheshh so now im waitin for theocs3ep5. it's out! i knw it...
tryin to do up my timetable for now. it's monday tmr...first day of yr2sem2 how does tt sound? geez. balls

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to fall,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and sewing machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah off course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it’s just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

imogen heap/ hide and seek

why isit that sm pple just dont reply msges or answer calls. smtimes it just piss me off balls!
throw away ur phone then. sent out msges to 7 and only 2 reply -.-
mom told me bout granny's bdae dinner the moment i woke up. i so wanna skip it but dad wants all of us to go. im hating family thingy...family dinner...birthdays dinner.
any tt's gotta do with family and worse, with dad. as usual he just keep his mouth shut. sayin hurtful stuff. like owhteva! go smwhere and i'd wish he'd bring my bro along. and tt'll leave me and mom. wonderful..
BAH! i dont knw whtsup. im just so unhappy abt everything and all.
i dont knw why im so withdrawn from lots of stuff. everyday seem to be a routine and im seeing it.

[listening to: yahoo launchcast' DC- cater 2 u]

met the girls. dint get anything.
smhow aft we met, the first thing was where to eat.
ate at far east and walked arnd and thought of ben&jerrys ((:
headed to novena area and i cant rmbr if it was at united or novena sq
it's at united sq. how smart.
the girls are darn nice there i mean the service. yupps.
ben&jerrys heaven i tell u. felt like a kid eatin ice cream and smiling.
snapped lots pics but it's in su's cam. when she got the cable, hopefully it'll be up.

and i did not swim. it's nt my fault. the weather's bad. aiights..i'd be goin for trng and control my diet. i realised thru out this 6 weeks i hardly eat any real food. it's mainly macs and bk. -shurgs

wth is the oc s3episide 5 not out?!!! rahhhs. im turning to deperate housewives for now.

smhow i feel tt everything's gettin boring and nth's happening.
hell yea sch's startin, there's work and camp coming up.
just wanna fly off to somewhere. im just so not lookin fwd to sch reopening...it's e classmates smhow. ): i just dont like socialising even more now and we're sooo diff. im alwys the only girl with the whole lot of them. -.- i speak no hokkien and a lil of chinese.
screw it.. gna watch desperate housewives.
wait! tell me y'all are excited bout 17NOV!!
last freakin movie i watch was in august.

 

 

 

got my lappie back.
my songs and pictures are saved.
thank you sean!!! ((:
bought a new sony ear piece today. both sides are workin and it's blasting loud.
the plugins ones from sony's 89bucks. hohos.
had some japfood at taka basement.
i want a adidas jacket. rahhhs but nth was extremely nice at pac plaza.
cabbed home with cousin and her friend.
momsie baked butter cake and made salad, brought them up t have our 'supper'.
it's time to start dietin and swim.
fittin into size8 topshop clothes feels tight. and coussie commented on me too. shiats!
hell yes im pretty much aware of it. poooey
talkin bout it, im meetin jean t swim on fri aft.

no regrets goin newsroom smhow. the Q was madness but chris's friend got us in. thankgod!
crowd was good good. music was considerably good.
found sth on the dance floor. good stuff!
there was gna be a fight and they got chased out.
more alcohol into the systems of everyone. cp was the first on the dancefloor t get the free shots goin round.
they had graveyard, beer, bourbon, boston sth.
and just when su and cp were down the music starts gettin better. hah!
spendin abt an hour in the toilet. wasted shits!
i was tryin not t laugh. i cant help it...just look at their faces. well i cant imagine su drunk la! i sure did see it for myself. HAH! cp was better...but she puked till morning. silly
when they were clsing and crowd was clearing... mel's friend lynnette was tryin t pick up a fight with another girl outside the girls toilet. -.- we were just there. shouts, hair-pullin, fucks, bitch. girlfight! (:
anyhos, e girls got home safely. su's dad was still up lahs. scary mary. and i swear when smone's drunk their weight's like double. freakin stubborns gfs ive got. went to get hot tea and they dint even drink a sip.
well least they're fine now. scared of liquor hurrs? got ya back girlies. the piss drunk and wasted.

there's this guy tt i saw in the club. fuckin familiar. i knw ive seen him at blacks before and prolly at work? rarrs saw him in e club n at 7-11. and i was still so darn awake thru the night. hah. high for a moment.
it feels freakin good to shout at the top of my voice "i hate myself for loving you" yea baby, i love you no more. not a bit.